Yang Ruk Thur

Sleep..
I still sleep alone..
I'm still alone now..
Nothing left except for the heart which I gave to you..
You..
I think about our times together..
Even if today you're not here..
I will never think in my life about other person..

It is still the same..
It is still how it is..
Time never changes me..
It's only you that occupies my heart..

Still keep it properly..
Still always loved you..
Everything is still the same like you never left..
Still with the love that I have..
Never thought of changing my mind..
I'm still loyal, never secretly love anyone..
Still only love you..

Remember..
I still remember about our past..
Still did what I did like the past..
Still alive..
Still searching for the meaning of love..
Doesn't matter if I changed to another one..
I will always love you..
Just to continue my life..

It is still the same..
It is still how it is..
Time never changes me..
It's only you that occupies my heart..

Still keep it properly..
Still always loved you..
Everything is still the same like you never left..
Still with the love that I have..
Never thought of changing my mind..
I'm still loyal, never secretly love anyone..
Still only love you..

Still love you..
Always..
Still love you..
Alone..

Still keep it properly..
Still love the same person..
Everything is the same like you never left..
Still with the love I have..
Never thought of changing my mind..
I'm still loyal, never secretly love anyone..
I'm still loyal, will never choose anyone..
But I still love you..

Still love you..

Sleep..
I still sleep alone..
I'm still alone..
I still love you by myself..
In my heart there's only you..
In my dreams there's only you..
My whole life is loving you..

Sleep..
I still sleep alone..
I'm still alone..
I still love you by myself..

Artist ; Blue Kert

Lyrics ; Vinod

I Want To Tackle You

The bright sun shines on my back, in this town I run through,
And once again I feel a tap on my shoulder,
You're the one I really like, there is no reason,
There's no way you'll be in my arms,
I don't know when but my eyes were locked on you, and that's how it all began.
I won't let go, I won't change my mind 'cause I'm crazy for you,

I want to shout that I like you, let's try to change tomorrow,
I want to put an end to times I couldn't speak,
I want to shout that I like you and step forward with confidence,
These burning feelings, I want you to catch.

I Want To Tackle You

Mabushii hizashi o seni hashiri dasu machi no naka,
Tatakareta itsumo no youni kata o,
Kimi ni muchou na koto ni wake nantenai noni,
Sono ude wa karamu koto wa nai,
Itsuno ma ni ka hitomi ubawareta hajimatta,
Hanasanai yuruganai crazy for you.

Kimi ga suki da to sakebitai ashita o kaete miyou,
Koori tsuiteru toki o buchi kowa shitai,
Kimi ga suki da to sakebitai yuuki de humidasou,
Kono atsui omoi o uke tomete hoshii.

What You Want To Do??!!

Damn! I hate you motherfucker...
And.. Yes!.. I'm scolding someone...

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(COOL DOWN)

Hmmm....
Hey people...
I'm not so fine...
But got to live like this till I'm okay...
A smooth sea don't make a good mariner...

Anyway...
Congrats to Tiff for getting a job in Jusco...
Kinda proud of you...

Last week got a fight in Pertama b-ball court...
My friend and a chinese dude...
Actually I don't know the reason but that chinese guy keep mocking him although he stop talking back...
So,
I got pissed...
I shouted at him...
"Leng zai, we stop talking already... Why can't you stop?!"
He continued...on and on and on...
Sorry!...
I can't control...
I straight away go to him...
And "delivered" a punch...
He bleed...
I also got to give him a towel...
I'm still human...

The next day...
SHIT happens again...
This time another guy with my another friend...
They fought and my friend lose...
I won't help him coz' it doesn't involve me...
But then...
My friend run to his car and took a parang and a police baton...
What can we do?
We have to grab him...
Stop him...
He accidentally slash me a bit...
It's okay... I don't mind...
Then we continued playing b-ball like normal...

I'm Me

I’m free… From things that I love but I got to leave…
Well… What’s done is done…
Dead memories in my heart can’t be alive… and I can’t go back again…
The other me is gone…
The other me is dead…
Every hour, your secrets are in my skin…
So if I love you, I must let you go…
Maybe I don’t know the true meaning of love,
But…
Run away from me…
My heart is too dark to care…
I don’t deserve to have you…
My smile was taken long ago…
If I’d change, I hope I’ll never know…

I still press your love to my lips…
And cherish them as part of me…
I couldn’t face my life without your lights…
There’s something in me feels like breathing a sulfur…
But…
Save your breath…
I think I made it very clear…
You couldn’t hate enough to love…
All I ever wanted were things I gave…
All I ever needed, I never needed more…
My chapter had ended…
A new one had begun…

She Wanna Touch Me.. Woo Hoo...

Haha... Weird title huh?...
It's from Don't Trust Me - 3OH!3 laa...
It doesn't mean anything...
Don't get it wrong...

Anyway... Addmath....
It's mad man... MAD!!
Paper 1 I didn't manage to finish it...
Left like 3 question blank...
Then Paper 2... 2 question blank...
Argh... Glad it's over for good...

Haiz... 2 people angry at me now...
One is Fatin... Another is Vuan Zhin...
Why?
Cause I disturb them...haha...
It feels nice to disturb people when they study...
Anyway... SORRY...

Today got a party with my brothers...
Gonna meet some of my old members...
They don't know that I've changed...
Well...
Today I might tell them...
Just hope that I don't get beat up...
LOL....
If I leave you guys...
I'm still there if you guys need help...
No matter what you guys think of me...
We will always be The Brothers Of **
And I have to return my beloved things...
I wish I could keep those that I need...
Please?...haha

555 to the 666 with 88 followed by the 33

You!...
Haha...what's up people?...
My day today was brrrr-eat... After my exam, my friend call for a bball match...
I agreed immediatly... Haha.. But..
The plan was ruined by the rain.. Argh.. Then...
God drop us some Moskovi and Coke... Woo Hoo!
Drink till the rain stops and we continued playing bball...
DAMN!...after drinking, our shooting and lay-up turn up great!...
Cool!..haha...

Anyway.. I'm addicted to Slipknot already...
Downloaded their full album and stuff...

Supermens!
Excited to meet y'all at the BBQ...

Knock It, Lock It, Cross It!

Can't sleep tonight...maybe because I'm missing someone...
Haha..anyway,
Besides missing someone... I'm excited for tommorow...
We're (Me, Raj and LaLa Chai) having And1 play off with some outside people,
Damn... Lying on my bed and just thinking of a move that I'm gonna do...
Don't worry creatures...
I will upload the pictures...(I hope so)

Hey, I'm so sorry for my attitude...
I don't want to tell you that I'm jealous...
I don't want to tell you that I still have feelings for you...
Honestly...
I don't our relationship to break down again...
I don't care even we can't be a couple...
Haha...
I still keep your sms-ses that I think is cute...
I mean like with those muacks and <3 thing...
Haha...
I don't love you!.. XP

Go!

I have a confession... I love Mr. Daiva...
He's the best mother-fucking teacher in the whole world...
Damn!
My Sejarah paper it's like fucking a chic.. Seriously..
I got like extra 1hour to relax and sleep..
SPM = Simple Pussies Man!

My life?
Damn...so fucking nice...
All good things keep coming in since one left...
Bubye lameo..
Haha...
Disgusting person..damn emo like shit in the drain..

Aha.. That bastard.. Fuck off laa..
You thought what?.. We'll be friends forever though you're not honest?
..........I just got deja-vu..cool...

Anyway, you guys might wanna check out this chic,
Orianthi - According To You,
Her guitar skill is sick man.. Faster than mine..
Listen to her solo part...

*attention - i teased 2 person in this post*

I Opened The Door But You Closing It On Me

Since I was born, there's no movie that made me cry,
But 2 days ago, I watched a hindi movie named Ghajini,
It's about a rich guy fall in love with a simple life girl,
And the girl has no idea that the guy is rich,
They engaged and when the guy is coming back from U.S,
He wants to give the girl a surprise,
But when he got in the house, there's few guys in their house,
The girl got stab and the guy got beaten up,
The girl got killed in front of the guy, and the guy got brain injury,
Since then,
He only can remember for 15 minutes,
Through pictures, notes and a friend, he manage to kill the killers, one-by-one,
I suggest you guys go and buy this movie,
Its worth it.

Anyway, school was okay,
Until those discipline teachers want to cut my hair and some of the students,
I was lucky, there's 1 teacher quite close with me,
She cut like half a centimetre,
Haha...
I love her....

SPM..here I come.. XP

I Want To Find H.R.T.G

To you,
I'm sorry for what I've said about you,
I need someone to share my feelings with,
I thought he will keep it as a secret,
But,
He told someone,
Someone told someone,
Someone tell you,
I'm so so so sorry...
What I've said to you when we chat,
It's true okay?

To you,
I've moved on,
I hope you will be glad to know this,
Yeah, we will still be friends,
I hope you will be happy in the future,
Although you are not there for me,
You gave me most of my happiness,
So,
This will be the last post about you,
Hugs...

To you,
I can't wait to meet you tomorrow,
You're the best friend I ever had,
Although some people teased you before,
You don't care,
And I like that..
You understand my feelings, COUNSELLOR..
Haha!
=-*

Shaving Experience

Monday...
Woke up at 8.35 a.m, I grab my phone and text a friend, Raj
And.. NO REPLY.. haha.. he's still sleeping..
Get out of my room and say "Good-morning mum! I'm going to play basketball now"
She was like "Huh?.."
Haha.. Changed my clothes and walk out from my house with my bicycle,
Yeah.. I didn't bath and brush my teeth.. Bought a can of latte and just drink it..

When I reached the court, got like 7 people skip school and play ball...
I play along.. they're good.. But, NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME... :P

10 a.m ++, Raj came...
Right on time!
Those Sri Permaisuri player went back and the court is OURS!
woo hooo!
We trained together and have 3 one-on-one match...

First game, I play as Kobe and Raj play as Iverson,
Well... Kobe lose to Iverson.. 7/10

Second game, I play as Shaq and Raj play as Paul,
Shaq won of course.. Paul got 2 only.. Boo huu!!

Third game, Me? Yao Ming! haha.. Asian rules.. Raj play as Hot Sauce from And1..
Yao Ming won..haha...

Reached home at 1.30 p.m and got my bath..
I looked at the mirror, and DAMN.. I better shave...
First time shaving with cream..
Feels good and smooth... So I have fun shaving..
Then.. Got over-excited with A7X songs,
I cut myself..
Argh!
Hmmm... Blood blood blood...

"It's Just A Stupid Poem"

I know i'm not the best for you,

L etting you know my true feeling to you,it's like

O vercoming the heat of the hottest

V olcano.

E venthough I had succeed many things in life,

Y ou are the toughest,and I wish to have you to complete me,

O r else,my life would be meaningless,

U nlimited love and care i would give to you no matter what.

MUAAAXXXX!!!!

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1. Wish I could say I love you to you again

2. Wish I could hear I love you from you again

3. Wish my wishes came true

Passion To Glory

It wasn't love at first sight,
It came to me late at night,
When my soul was filled with life's plight,
That was when I saw your light.

I knew you were who I'd been searching for,
The reason I had stepped from the door,
You were my personal goddess to the core,
You were what I wanted, needed and more.

I wrote of my love for you,
And I went insane before it was through,
But when the time was past due,
I confessed it all in a pew.

You told me how wonderful it was,
That my love was sent form above,
More beautiful than a soaring dove,
And it fit you as a glove.

But you just didn't feel that way,
And you didn't talk to me the next day,
And in you decision I had no say,
I merely stood lonely at the bay.

I am down on my knees,
Begging you to hear my plea,
Hoping that you will see,
What you are doing to me.

I'd be your slave,
If you so desired,
For you are the one I've always admired,
Yet you threw me to the fire,
And my situation is dire.

I love you as you are my all,
But I still walk alone in life's hall,
While your shadow is cast over me tall,
And I hear my heart's call.

So,
My own goddess,
Hear my prayer,
It may not sound fair,
But you are my one and only care,
And this pain I can no longer bare.

So come to me at night,
As did your light,
To end my horrible plight,
I swear to you,
It will be a wonderful sight.

Why And How

I try to find the words to express the feeling in my heart,
I try to show you that I care,but I don't know where to start.
I guess I'll start right here and I guess I'll start right now.
I'll tell you that I love you and,
I'll tell you why and how.

You are the one I want to lay next to when my time has passed,
You are the one I've given myself to and you will be the last.

You are the one I want for life, until the day I die,
You are the one God sent for me, to be with me, and that is no lie.

You are the one who brightens my day, with your smile bright and glowing,
You are the one whom I wake up for each and every morning.